If I’m Intelligent I Hate It, Here’s Why.

Iv’e thought long and hard on this for weeks now and life has been hard lately. Thinking thought’s I never want to think. Regretting things I know I’ll never get back. Knowing that every memory of life will never come back to me.

Every chance Iv’e gained, and every chance Iv’e lost I’ll never get that back. It kills me inside. -Knowing this Iv’e wanted to take life at a slower pace even though that’s impossible. Wanting to reverse time knowing it won’t happen. What I’m saying is, knowing this is important, but at the same time it may not be because we forget this while in the moment of life’s events.

So, I’m either smart or dumb or in between.

I guess I’ll never know for sure but looking into this further I can estimate from my research that I’m probably smart.

People with disabilities apparently are mostly more intelligent. I suffer from ADHD, Bipolar disorder and possibly some Autism but that’s not proven 100% because only 25% of the world’s population suffer from both Bipolar and Autism. But Elon Musk suffers with Aspergers.