The Chaos Of Porn Addiction And How To Stop.

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Multiple times I fight this urge. I keep on losing every single time. Many times I wish this would end but it doesn’t. I keep on fighting this addiction yet I keep losing. Into a vicious cycle it goes on and on and on. The worst thing about it is that you’re all alone in this addiction, sure there are people around but it’s still extremely difficult to beat.

I wish somebody could just take that pain. Nobody can remove it, not even really yourself until you figure out how to remove this pain, and the addiction itself. You feel strong guilt oh, and you feel depressed and lonely all alone wrapped up in your own arms of feeling isolation and discomfort. How do I remove this? You ask yourself you research, yet you find no answers. You Pray but find no answers to satisfy your very soul from within. How do I escape reality? You can’t when reality is within you. The reality is the addiction you are feeding on is real. So real, so complex it’s so irritating. Like an itch, that doesn’t go away oh, so you feel this compulsion to try to subside it. but you’re only left feeling guilt, only left feeling pain. All by yourself. When does it go away, when does it go away, until you figure out how to break the system, how to break the cycle. Easier said than done, maybe you need to see someone who specialized in helping you break this addiction. Maybe you can pray on it, open up to God about it. Maybe you can read…