The Creative Crash | Experiencing Failure

I feel alone.

Like life has been hard, nothing seems normal, nothing seems to be going the way I wanted, and maybe that seems greedy… but I don’t feel like it really is at the same time. Life is hard for everyone.

Can never feel like life is totally figured out, and it probably never will.

Currently it’s 12:30am and I’m kinda tired but I feel like time is precious, I have the idea to want to accomplish this is one night and I’m trying my best. I’m a night owl for a reason I suppose.

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So, what I want to really get at is life isn’t for me, let me elaborate… Life really doesn’t seem like it’s for me, what I want even though I was clearly created for some sort of purpose I haven’t figured out fully yet.

— So, why do I ‘feel’ lonely? Because I am, Iv’e heard some people say before in movies, we’re all lonely. And it got me thinking… are we all really lonely or do we think we are lonely.

Well for me I really am quite lonely… That’s sometimes my personal decision, sure I meet with people sometimes but my anxiety sometimes keeps me further away.

Avoiding what I need.