Turning Around The Life I Wasted Half of.

Today I yelled at myself in my mind and said ‘Jacob, what are you doing with your life!’ Seriously you're self sabotaging yourself. You have all the right stuff to accomplish, you live with your parents, you have food, water, electricity. And you have love, you have dogs but what you don’t have, is a life. You're in hell with your thoughts and are stuck. But you have a of people that are can help you.

And feeling depressed and alone and staying at home a lot is destroying you. You are 22 years old and are very passionate about life and seeing new places, traveling and living a life that most people don’t think as hard about.

And it struck me, what I want to do. The idea is one that I will stick with. Being a filmmaker.

So I wrote down a list, step one to step eleven. Why eleven, because it’s above ten where most people would say that is enough. I am trying to change my life here, not something that is going to be easy. So I’m going to add an extra step that will be hopefully the final. Once all of my steps are finished I will hopefully see the rest of the pages start to slowly unfold.